Cause you are my everything to me.

Heading out for work in about ... 1 hour. Idk what time it's going to end, but anyway I hope I do a good job later. Even though I still don't have the faintest idea what I'm going to do HAHA. Just that its probably v serious and impt stuff, which makes me a little scared actually. Ahh... WHATEVER. Was supposed to call someone tonight today (I really wanted to) but looks like it wouldn't be possible anymore :/

Anyway, I've been watching You're Beautiful to kill time at home. IT IS A GREAT DRAMA EVERYBODY SHOULD WATCH IT. I personally feel that it might even be better than BOF, or maybe just equally nice. Shinwoo reminds me of Jihoo, like totally! And I think they look alike too at some angles. This week's definitely going to be better than last week, because Wednesday and Friday I've got many things to look forward to :)

THEREFORE, I shall not be green anymore. My heart is back to red! I hope. Yayyayyayyay
Okay bye gonna get ready to head out!!

PS: I haven't gotten a reply from Esplanade and its worrying me :( What to do now? :(

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Asking and talking about plans made for today is making me even sadder. Sorry I shouldn't have asked. Last night, another heart to heart talk for serious conversation over the phone, it was damn sad but I always feel that pouring things out would be so much better. Time for Miracles is stuck in my head all day long, maybe because everytime I listen to it I think of many many memories and the time where you were singing it comes replaying back in my head again. Aiyah I'm fucking sad now why why no today :(

All these stuff aside, I'm most probably going for an internship at Esplanade. It sounds cool and I hope its going to be fun. And then it'll serve as a very good activity to kill time off lonely December. Haha, I think I'm the only one who isn't really anticipating Christmas. Idk why, don't ask me. Actually I know. ( -.- ) You know also lah. The only thing I might complain about is there's no remuneration, no money!!! :( How sad. Haha but in exchange for doing something closely related to what I like, why not? Apart from the internship, I'm going to be called up if my piano school needs relief teaching for theory classes or whatnot, I'm gonna be a piano teacher. Sounds... scary.

Limin, since you're back, when you wanna do Szj's present? (: Hope your trip was fun!! We'll have to meet soon, otherwise I'll be in HK from 30th Nov - 4th Dec.
Going for a dinner later, first time I ain't complaining because I get to spend a longer time with my phone.

Do you know how it feels like to act like you don't care and you're fine, but deep down its affecting you so badly?
Depression... is sinking in again.

The first time your heart gets broken is the worst. Not because it ever gets any easier, but because you have learnt to expect disappointment.

I've decided to lock some/most of my posts from now on, depending on what I feel like doing, and for some other personal reasons. Oh well, anyway, I doubt a lot of people read my blog. Prom yesterday, it was great fun :) For pictures, or those who want to see my rare glamness and the rare times I wear a dress, click for more (pictures on fb). I'm really going to miss my class and everyone else man, hmm. I thought the atmosphere was quite good, the dancing and all in the end got me a little high lol, "DM" HAHA disco mei -_- I feel really bad for the waiter whom we sort of forced into lending us his pair of socks hahaha wth. The night was ruined a little by a misunderstanding I guess. But I'm glad its cleared by now already. :) Really sad though, that we didn't get to take a picture together. Oh well. Prom Night was a blast! :) (Not to mention mine and Althea's shoe sizes are the same, and Sharon's and Cat's are too! HAHA we exchanged heels/flats in the toilet)

To you (You know who you are)- I'm sorry if you're disappointed. I know a sorry wouldn't suffice. I know you're angry because you want the best for me, and the fact that I know what I'm doing is probably wrong but am still going ahead with it, and going against your advice. But deep down, I really thank you for all this advice all the while. I wouldn't dare to say that I will walk away from this, in the worst case scenario, not crying and not hurt. But I just want to tell you that I know you've got my best interests at heart and I really appreciate it. You're one of the best friends ever and I wouldn't forget it. I hope our friendship doesn't change because of this, and see you really really soon. And I guess by now, you would know what my decision is already.

O'S ARE OVERRRRRR
Yay everybody! Freedom freedom freedom! (:
I'm super super super unbelievably happy, HAHA because finally finally finally no more studying!!! Not at least till next year heeheehee. Now I've got a million things on my mind, plans and schedules for Post-O's months up till results release, overseas trips (WHY ISN'T OUR JAPAN TRIP FINALISED YET!), many many many more! And to top it all off, I am so so glad that someone doesn't need to go for surgery anymore, ahhh what a pro ankle can heal on its own. (:

I CANNOT WAIT TO GET MY IPHONE, ........ Must wait till my bro's PSLE results are out I think. I can't wait to get rid of my current phone, its old like crazy and its malfunctioning seriously.

"The everlasting most handsome anselm in the world"- Eh Big head will live forever ok, cause I take v v good care of him. (: And WHAT GLOPHOPPERS? Did you ask me? Haha. I think I really got failing memory, and I'm not mean, so not mean!

Sandsmiles says:
*you shud go drink liang cha to jiang huo
Qishan says:
*NO
*BECAUSE EVEN IF I DRINK ALREADY THEN I TALK TO YOU THEN MY HUO COME UP AGAIN
*whats the use la
Sandsmiles says:
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*THAT"S DAMN FUNNY!
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Qishan says:
*Haha crazy woman now is you
Sandsmiles says:
*no
Qishan says:
*Got so funny meh?
Sandsmiles says:
*laughing is normal
*ya
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Qishan says:
*OMG SIAO ALREADY KEE SIAO ALREADY WHAT DID I SAY MAN
Sandsmiles says:
*HAHAHAHAHA

This above, is one crazy woman HAHA

Should I, or should I not?
Doubt, or believe and trust wholeheartedly?
Go against everyone's opinion, or listen to everyone else?

TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW

Sometimes we just have to learn to accept that people might stay in our hearts, even if they don’t stay in our lives.

Looking at Chinese books and Chinese essays makes me want to sleep :/
I spent the weekend bumming around and doing nothing HAHA
Go go go everybodyyyyy!